I find it so hard to talk to people nowadays. I don’t mean the talk as in “hey, nice weather we’re having” talk, I mean the deep conversations kind of talk.

I guess I’m just having a hard time opening up to people because I’m afraid. I’m afraid of what they might say and of what they might think. My mind is just messed up like that. So at the end of the day, when that knot in my stomach suddenly decides to appear I just let it eat myself up. It’s not even good. It’s one of the worse feelings ever. I know I have friends who’d be willing to listen but there are just times when I just don’t feel like opening up to anyone. :-(

Believe it or not, there is actually nothing wrong with sharing your knowledge to other people.

Just don’t go shoving it at people’s throats.

Whenever I get angry or irritated by something, I suddenly become quiet. I don’t talk to anyone. I just remain silent.

I guess it’s just that I’d rather not scream all my frustrations out in the fear that I might say something that I will regret. You can always be forgiven but whatever you say, it will never be forgotten. That is as much as I know.

I stay away and take a breather and after a few minutes, I begin to feel alright. No use holding grudges right? I’m actually not sure if I should be happy about this particular trait so I’ll let it be then. Soon enough I’ll find out.

Thank you for making me smile.

I know it’s not sure yet but at least there’s hope! & I am keeping my fingers crossed that it will push through.

i have a massive urge to drop out of school, delete my facebook and twitter, throw my phone out the window and get on a train to somewhere random and just go on a massive adventure 

I think the title for this entry already speaks for itself.

I only have two more weeks left before school starts and I’m not excited for it at all. As usual our block did not have Lady Luck at our side. We were greeted by a certainly worse schedule than last semester’s. Take a look for yourself:

My friends and I decided to take Basketball as our PE for this sem! I am stoked for that one since basketball is a really fun sport to play plus it does beat dancing until your legs hurt.

This sem I will be facing 7 pm dismissals and Saturday classes. I’ve also been told that we’ll be having our NSTP every Sunday. :(

UGH. I JUST WISH THIS YEAR WILL BE MUCH MUCH BETTER.

LAST YEAR WAS FUN BUT I SERIOUSLY NEED TO GET MYSELF TOGETHER AND STUDY HARDER IF I WANT TO GET INTO MED.

THIS IS IN ALL CAPS FOR EMPHASIS.

HAHAHA just kidding. :-)

I feel so proud of New Directions right now. I know its not real but the emotion I feel for this show is too much. I can’t believe the original kids are leaving. :(

When Santana told Brittany and Quinn “The Unholy Trinity. Beginning together and ending together.” I felt tears brimming my eyes. Gaaah.